You used to know me, and oh my god I admire you more than you know. I don't know if I'll ever feel like myself...I'm utterly terrified of what I am and how I feel...I just can't seem to get my head around it and I don't feel like it will ever be normal. sorry for my venting!
I used to know you?! Mmmmm alright haha i have no idea who you are but wow that means a lot to me that you admire me!
Of course it is definitely scary at first! It wouldn’t be a huge defining moment if it wasn’t. Yeah i never felt “normal” until I did come out. Made awesome new friends and could finally be “true” to myself.
I am now at a point where I can just be me! It doesn’t come without its downs there is always those too, but it’s made me who I am today and I wouldn’t change it for the world!
What did it take for you to come out? I just can't seem to do it...
Honestly, well for me I was just unhappy and didn’t feel like complete.. does that make sense? I was scared especially growing up in a small country town what people would think…. Then I started dating a girl in secret and it was hard and it was unfair on her and unfair on me. So I grew the balls and just started telling people. So really it wasn’t a fact of what did it take for me to come out it was just a more like I had to… does that make sense?
I had to come out to be “myself” well be “true” to who I am. I have never looked back and I have never been happier. It did take me awhile though! I never really felt lik “me” before, hiding a huge part of who I am! Everyone deals with it in different ways, if i know you/or if I don’t either way message me and we can talk about it more?